Chapter 46 - Break the Circle
To find growth is to communicate … And whether you get the response you deserve, that is not so much the point. The point is having the courage to say, “I know my own heart, what it wants, needs, and deserves.”
—Courtney Peppernell, Time Will Tell
Suggested browsing song: Vagabond by WILD
Moving abroad is getting real now! Which means we need to have some difficult conversations ... Trying to summon the confidence to end my lease when I see "Send Them Off!" on my dash.
The apartment is getting super empty now...
Proud of my progress.
I was getting desperate. As much as I sold I still had SO MUCH STUFF.
I ended up making a massive donation to VVA. You can schedule a pickup and they come to your house! Life hack as someone who's relocated many a time now.
I went shopping for travel clothes. At this point I did not own any dresses anymore, but I was trying to warm back up to my feminine energy. This was a breakthrough moment.
I felt very out of place in this outfit. But I knew I wanted to one day become a person who could embody the feminine energy it symbolized to me. So I bought it. My energy grew into it :)
I bought these pants in a San Diego thrift store for traveling. Almost a year later I found the EXACT SAME pants in Thailand. And I checked the tag, they were from Thailand... foreshadowing😳