Chapter 36 - The Siren Call
Before I got here, I thought for a long time that the way out of the labyrinth was to pretend that it did not exist, to build a small, self-sufficient world in a back corner of the endless maze and to pretend that I was not lost, but home. But that only led to a lonely life accompanied only by the last words of the already-dead …
—John Green, Looking for Alaska
Suggested browsing song: Rabbit Heart (Raise It Up) by Florence + The Machine
The outdoor area at the ecstatic dance! They had a spread of oracle cards. I had used oracle cards for the very first time at the retreat I had just returned from. Might as well try them again ...
I wonder what wisdom the cards will hold for me!
This oracle card is so beautiful! It left me in reflection for the rest of the night. What did I need to sacrifice?
When this song got stuck in my head as I meditated the next morning, and I finally became aware of the lyrics speaking about a sacrifice, I lost my mind and knew this was yet another musical message for me. Time to purge.